had a busy weekend preparing for my bro's 21st birthday. quite tired with decorating the chalet and taking photos for him. but it's worth it to see him so happy.

then there was the API quiz and presentation which got everyone flustered. the photos i took during lecture of a past year paper was mysteriously eaten up by my cactus photos. i should have uploaded them together, but only the cactus photos remain. and we had to make a frantic attempt to compile our messy slides.

then!!! i had to suffer food poisoning from hall 2 chicken chop. went to see a doctor at 11pm, after more than 5 times of vomiting and diarrhea. till now, i still feel unwell. blea.

haiz, now still have to rush to complete the totally illogical trace modeling. this is a bad week!

=(

really really dislike how you get so worked up over something so small. since you decided it's not important to you, then just don't do it. don't have to get yourself into such a mood that it stresses you out.

damn.

had dimsum buffet with the girls yesterday. but it was disappointing, maybe cause it's a teochew restaurant with lousy service. haha the setting also looked too much like a traditonal wedding banquet. =p

but the chocolate truffle and souffle at max brenner more than made up for it. except that i was too full to sample more than 2 mouths. haha

it's good that we're meeting again soon. one more encouragement before the exams=)








feeling slightly wistful, all cause of a stupid song.

those tears i cried on thursday night rocked my soul. touched that i found who i wanted to fiercely hold on to, and surprised i took so long to realise.

at many times over this past week, little things have come to irritate me much more than they should. as a result, we've been constantly quarreling, and constantly unhappy.

there just comes moments when i am deeply dissatisfied with the status quo of things, and in voicing my displeasure, realise that there is nothing that i can do, and it frustrates me. frustrated cause i've allowed the situation to progress thus far, seemingly compromising, but actually only suppressing my own thoughts.

so i flare, throwing you and i off balance.

finally, when i've controlled my emotions and done an analysis, i often realise that some of the things i am unsatisfied can most likely be resolved in the future. just that i have to be more patient and wait, and in the meantime, not fret and cause unhappiness (even though i really wish it can be addressed NOW).

it becomes a cycle that is very tiring, and it makes me sad that you have to be cautious of speaking to me, for fear of setting me off. it is also kind of self-destructive. i love you for everything you are, but your flaws are also what makes me frustrated.

you don't have to bear with my temper, so i am grateful that you listen to me like nobody else would.

shall i promise to be rational and not get annoyed easily? you know i will only break my promise, i cant help it. but i'll try.

survived our petrol project, the last one week has been hectic and mad. and with some luck, our group actually got borders gift cards. although the amount is unknown, but its still funny to know the presentation prepared last night was actually not bad.

recession = jobless = no $$
what a dismal world today.

a very tiring week, with lessons and project meetings that last past 1030pm. sleep has been very disturbed, and hence my mood too.

looking forward to buffet with the girls soon. let's all hang in there!

had lunch with the girls at TM swensens today. i really hate the weekend crowd. haha but the food was nice, some of us had burgers, whereas the rest opted for the normal (fish n chips) and one was just weird (omelette). haha we even shared a regular earthquake. super full.



















the girls got me a backpack, which they knew i needed. and some faceshop vouchers. of course, the chicky cards weren't forgotten. haha thanks girls=) cya soon!

爱能让人变得伟大，却也能让辽阔的天空变得窄小。

maybe i really do need anger management. i have a short fuse.

but i also really dislike whining.

mad dash to meet tests and projects deadlines, including having to go back for discussion on Saturday.